Someone just told me to be happy by myself. You don’t need others to be fulfilled. You need to love yourself first. Then you can spread the love itself.
It’s December 17, 2018. Counting down to face the beginning of 2019. I used to make a resolutions list every year. Thousand miles from home. As a single lady in her 30, I was so miserable last couple months. My mind was blowing. I had no idea and kept questioning myself. Well, everything happened for a reason. I just can’t fully understand yet. What a roller coaster life I have.
Thank God, I have some friends who are sincerely care about me. They’re my support system. Keep me not insane. It’s not about everything around me. It’s simply about me. How am I going to overcome this challenging circumstance?
Well, thanks to my friend who gave me ideas that may be applied in my current situation. Focus on one thing at a time. First of all, realizing that my work brought me to this country. So, no matter how difficult it is for me, I need to accept my job. Do the best that I can in this field.
Then my habits. I spent so much time already by went to some doctors regarding my health issues. All the results just faced me to one conclusion, I need to reduce some weight. Come on, again and again. Just move my ass! I have all the facilities to do exercise regularly. And food? You are what you eat! Start fresh!
You said you’re lonely and can’t speak English very well? Then why you just spent your time being lazy on your couch? Go outside. Find community. Use your free time to learn other languages. Not only English, maybe some Spanish and Chinese would help you much in the future.
Vlogging? Dancing? Writing? Reading? They have been saved too long on your bucket list. Make them real!
Again, love yourself first. Buying some nice clothes and shoes is not selfish. Take care of your body.
And the most important, what you believe? Have you ever spend some real time with The Creator?
God knows everything about you. Come to Him. Praise Him. Ask Him. Spend your time with Him.
I think this is it. My current resolution. 🙂
Let’s make them come true!
p.s. You can get any man you want you want when you are satisfied enough with yourself.